Helium

I want out of this bubble I'm gonna pop the balloon There's so much pain in my voice Beneath the helium And I can't fall asleep Without spending hours with the moon It's the only time these days I don't feel alone I will let you know Before I go You'll probably be angry with me I'm not sorry I'm not sorry I will let you know Before I go You'll probably be disappointed in me I'm not sorry And I can't keep saying so So I wanted to give an Irish goodbye But I know that wouldn't be right Though you don't know me You just know what I choose to confide And I'm a heartfelt liar I mean well But I don't owe you a thing Besides you could tell If you were actually listening I will let you know Before I go You'll probably be angry with me I'm not sorry I'm not sorry I will let you know Before I go You'll probably be disappointed in me I'm not sorry And I can't keep saying so So So I tried to pack up all these feelings in boxes I tried to find my mind where I lost it I tried to build walls to keep myself grounded But I can't And you won't understand I will let you know Before I go You'll probably be disappointed in me So be it I will let you know Before I go You'll probably say I'm running away That's not fair I don't care anymore