My Innocence

No I don't give a fuck about who I was in a past life I'm just sitting right here trying to conquer my fears as they pass by I'll make the excuse that maybe I was abused And maybe then I'd have to actually believe it this time So tell me who I'm supposed to call when I'm sick of it all And half of my friends have died Oh can you hear the change in my voice As I'm calling out trying to fill the void It's clear that I've destroyed my innocence, my innocence What do I do when the drugs don't work The smoke's burning holes in all of my shirts I can't hide behind all of my innocence, my innocence And people wonder why I disappear just to reappear It's part of my shame that I carry every day 'cause I hate it here And you'd think by now I'd hate the terrible sound Of letting down every woman that I've kept around But I can't be soothed when I'm walking in shoes That have never felt the ground Oh can you hear the change in my voice As I'm calling out trying to fill the void It's clear that I've destroyed my innocence, my innocence What do I do when the drugs don't work The smoke's burning holes in all of my shirts I can't hide behind all of my innocence, my innocence The world is burning but that aint gonna stop it from turning So I just gotta get over my shit Oh can you hear the change in my voice As Im calling out trying to fill the voice It's clear that I've destroyed my innocence, my innocence Hear the change in my voice As I'm calling out trying to fill the void It's clear that I've destroyed my innocence, my innocence What do I do when the drugs don't work The smoke's burning holes in all of my shirts I can't hide behind all of my innocence, my innocence