Can't Afford Therapy

My friend told me I should go to therapy But I'm too broke and stubborn to get ahead of me So I get all my help from my social feed Never had somebody quite understand me like a meme Glass half empty girl it's true Fill it with wine and I'll share way too much with you Stops me overthinkin' every word I say And listenin' to the voice that says Who'd wanna hear me speak anyway? And I know I've been watching too much tv The clothes pile in the corner yeah it's growin' But I just can't seem to get myself out of this mess Oh it's all been so confusing Reality I am losing Is it all in my head? These monsters under my bed I checked the locks and all the doors This shit is getting harder to ignore Second guessin' every move I make Thinking too much, keep myself awake Going over all the things I said 10 years ago Back and forth in my head, I just can't let it go I always read between the lines Thinkin' the worst, imagining judgmental eyes Never make a choice in case I get it wrong Naturally I don't speak my mind but I'll sing it in a song And I know I've been watching too much tv The clothes pile in the corner yeah it's growin' But I just can't seem to get myself out of this mess Oh it's all been so confusing Reality I am losing I'm so done with feelin' life's got a hold on me But stayin' home and living in denial is free Is it all in my head? These monsters under my bed I checked the locks and all the doors But this shit is getting harder to ignore