I Never Had Control

This is the only thing that could have happened This is the only way it could have been I move my body to feel something other than The weight of it underneath me And I never had control anyway I never had control anyway My body, it sings, it plays the piano It's the only body I'll ever have My body is so much more than what happened to it A vessel through which I understand that I never had control anyway I never had control anyway I never had control anyway I never had control anyway This is the only thing that could have happened This is the only way it could have been I won't be bitter, I'll live through this winter To become someone brand new in spring I never had control anyway I never had control anyway I never had control anyway I never had control anyway