They talking like they didn't know me

She acting like she didn't ghost me

He smoking that crack going od

Seven days they go the full week

These addicts getting their soul deep

Searching the void for my homie

Saying we're friends, better show me

Are you real or you fake, I don't know Pete

He like to show compassion, are you talking behind my back

Loyalty is rare, is the brotherhood real in frats

Everyone putting on a front, they try way to hard to act

Auditioning for shows as if our life ain't already cast

I take out my anger in the wrong people, I let my feelings build up to fast

The mind of a person is too feeble, without an o-line it's like we getting sacked

Our mind is in charge of the play, its influence is that of a quarterback

Hit up the head coach, down by seven I need new plays before the snap

My heart can't take it anymore, I'm only feeling stressed

This uneasy feeling vibrates thru my pounding chest

Got these never ending heartaches makes me feel nothing less

I'm tired of the whistle, causing scenes only lead to a mess

I gave it my heart

I was never that smart

I tried to do everything, I gave it my heart

Wanted my family to be proud but my feelings were far

There was this space between us like I'm headed to mars

I worked tirelessly and got nothing in the end

Got screw over by the people I call friends

Parted our own lives, I'm not making amends

Year after year, problem seems like a trend

I blame it on others for my downfall and descent

Reality is the problem has been on my end

Only I can lead the charge and an ascent

Only I can turn my talents to a ten

Sometimes I dream of going far away

Running from the problems I didn't want to face

The echoes in my mind screeches every single day

Sooner or later my problems, blocking my way

Surrounded by snakes I could always tell who my homies are

Everyone was fake, back stabbing is something I found bizarre

Keep the real ones close, any distance close out with a car

No matter the destination we will continue to go far

My heart can't take it anymore, I'm only feeling stressed

This uneasy feeling vibrates thru my pounding chest

Got these never ending heartaches makes me feel nothing less

I'm tired of the whistle, causing scenes only lead to a mess

I gave it my heart

I was never that smart

I tried to do everything, I gave it my heart

Wanted my family to be proud but my feelings were far

There was this space between us like I'm headed to mars