Lyrics
Why can't my demons ever let me be
Stuck with this trauma and these memories
Kill my depression with this ecstasy
I lost my granny, thought she'd never leave
Been through some pain, you hear it in my voice
Still hear the silence within all the noise
A broken spirit that's been long destroyed
I wanna give in, but I don't got a choice
I put my problems in this ecstasy
I miss my granny, may she rest in peace
I should've answered when you texted me
I lost some boys I thought would never leave
Constantly drowning in this ecstasy
Hoping that my pain don't get the best of me
It's like anytime I wake up, I can barely breathe
Hoping one day God will finally set me free
Slowly going through the days, swear a **** trying
Feel so lost, feel like dying
Pop a X and fade away till the room gets silent
Praying I'm not found with the bottle right beside me
Written by: Gangsta Of Prophecy
