Try Be Good

Remember where I put things Drink more, drink less Warming up the lamp I'm learning to accept Sit and watch the light dance 'Til it just escapes Turning down my focus Try not to fixate Went made my plans But I never came No matter how hard my Friends try to persuade Everything with honey Read the books I've bought Put my face in the sun Not think a single thought And I try be good to myself And I try to get used to it And I try to figure out Cause maybe it's to late to change Before you're quick to judge 'Member you've been in the ring Eat the whole rainbow and Taste every single thing Forget all your secrets Try not reminisce It may always be hard but Won't always be like this He uses the word love Like everything's fine But everytime they leave You just come until you cry Get up make the bed Learn to love something Glide of the pen Or the orange in your hand And I try be good to myself And I try to get used to it And I tryto figure out Cause maybe it's to late to change Laughing at my own jokes Lick the spoon clean Stories that my mind plays I'm loosening my grip Let go what was said Eat the berries that you got Ensure that what you're chasing Is what you really want Don't become the punchline Hand poking a tattoo Watching butter beg toast Try not think of you And I try be good to myself And I try to get used to it And I try to figure out Cause maybe it's too late to change