Givin out pain cus I got a lot fillin them holes with the shit I bought Ain't give a fuck what the struggle brought I was losing my soul tryna love a brawd

Learnin the depths of ha bodily seekin the joy of a mom to be taught me that love ain't apart of me when she lifted my heart from up outta me

Therapy

screamin that we needed therapy

Blamin the men for them struggles within

Just Made me rekindle the clarity

Know that the effort stood carefully

Open to swim still fear the sea

Yeah I was him but i wanted we

So tell me the lie that I gotta be

Feed me the lies tell me you favor the times show me you more than the dimes

Charge me a fine parked in ya heart for to long tell me that I'm outta linee

Tell me that

Gimme a reason to carry that

Find me a shovel to bury that

Wishin my sanity hurry back while

Prayin my organs a stay intact

Uhhh where can we run to never found someone to love you now you upset with ya gun drew Lookin to kill wonderin what have we come to

Uhhh do you feel me ****

When the pain drops as the rain drops

Will you feel me ****

Know you still a **** when the lights off

Sell ya soul for the right cost

Ain't no money here that'll muddle fears

So dont spend ya years with ya light gone

Keep fightin ****

Go find a winner

Cause the shit you see in the mirror be more detrimental than a carriage be