Psychopomp

I have lost control of my

Mind

Suicide

Thoughts will find an exit out of this space

Comfort from unusual place

Why

Wonder why

How come even after doing what's right

I cant wrench away from this bite

Constantly picking at my skin

Problems that I been tryna fix

Discussion with myself I need to quit

Behavior possible to shift

Regrettable that everyday I give into the fear is a day I accommodate the animal

I will search for a flame that is cleansing the brain of the thoughts that impede inevitable

Fix me yea she wanna fix me

A kit that came for at home assembly

But pieces are missing

The emptiest place a space where all light dies

And no love can thrive

They don't understand it would be a blessing

Yea my mercy killing

I have lost control of my

Mind

Suicide

Thoughts will find an exit out of this space

Comfort from unusual place

Why

Wonder why

How come even after doing what's right

I cant wrench away from this bite

Tired of pretending I'm alright

This plague made its way inside of my mind

Ever since then I've lived a lie

Content in flames like this is fine

But hope for me been hard to find

My whole damn life a constant fight

Me versus I an endless plight

Forever shade the sun don't shine

Where I reside but I don't mind I've grown to like the darkness

Navigate time as a walking carcass

Killin shit my purpose so I keep my scythe sharpened

Progress constant still disheartened

Forward motion through a tar pit

Tryna find joy in a journey tarnished

Hoping it was worth it when I reach my target

I have lost control of my

Mind

Suicide

Thoughts will find an exit out of this space

Comfort from unusual place

Why

Wonder why

How come even after doing what's right

I cant wrench away from this bite

My

Suicide

Thoughts will find an exit out of this space

Comfort from unusual place

Why

Wonder why

How come even after doing what's right

I cant wrench away from this bite