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Starting Over
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Starting Over was released on May 10, 2024 by Cletus the Van Records as a part of the album The Process
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Release DateMay 10, 2024
LabelCletus the Van Records
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM89

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Judah Akers
Judah Akers
Lead Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Judah Akers
Judah Akers
Songwriter
Brian Victor Macdonald
Brian Victor Macdonald
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Judah Akers
Judah Akers
Producer
Micah Tawlks
Micah Tawlks
Producer
Brian Victor Macdonald
Brian Victor Macdonald
Producer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
When I sold off all of the things we bought together
All of our dreams, and all of our old college sweaters
And I brought out all of our skeletons in the closet
Pointed fingers at your trauma and me, the child of an alcoholic
And I don't know if it even helped me with the closure
But I suppose I'm getting closer
Starting over
[Verse 2]
Down in my heart, I tried to find some direction
Filling up my head with another antidepressant
And it ripped me up more than I'd care to admit it
I looked you in the eyes, and I told you, "You'd regret it"
And I don't know if these songs help me getting over
Or if I'm just getting older
I'm getting older
[Verse 3]
And I fought God, and I made a deal with the heavens
Forgive myself meant that I'd have to accept it
And I got a new spot, and I thought that it would fix it
And if I'm being honest, I wish that you were in it
When I look back now, it's not with the anger
Just sad as hell 'cause you're a stranger
You're a stranger
[Bridge]
So lay down your armor
Surrender in honor
You can be free when you leave it behind
Try being stronger
Held on for longer
You can be free when you leave it behind
[Bridge]
You can be free when you leave it behind
[Outro]
I thought I'd write you a letter
Someday, things will get better
I know it feels like forever
When you get to the end
You'll just start over again
Written by: Brian MacDonald, Judah Akers
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