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Reflection
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Hip-Hop/Rap
Reflection was released on November 24, 2023 by Good For Life Productions LLC as a part of the album Devotion
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Release DateNovember 24, 2023
LabelGood For Life Productions LLC
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM81

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Cowboy Killer
Cowboy Killer
Performer
Paul Mifsud Jr.
Paul Mifsud Jr.
Vocals
Zach Bunton
Zach Bunton
Violin
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Paul Mifsud Jr.
Paul Mifsud Jr.
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Jonathan Dell
Jonathan Dell
Mixing Engineer
Brian Saurewald
Brian Saurewald
Producer

Lyrics

11 year overnight success
I worked so long I can’t remember the last time I rested
I got arrested said to myself don’t lose your blessing
 
And don’t mistake any movement as some forward progression
I think its finally set in
I’ll never get back my normal life
The kid from the holler that made mistakes turned sacrifices to change
Put pain into my songs
Stayed honest when they were fake
Gunfire is normal in the hills I was raised
I banged my head against the wall till I seen the light of day
A protege
My favorite rappers already slained
The mottos always been the same
Get rich and stay safe
I don’t know how long I got
But know I’ll die as a great
My goal was never to make it big and forget
Where I’m from
The only time I ever quit is when the works all done
The only time I blow smoke is when it comes from lungs
The only people i looked up to were considered some thugs
I’ve held my tongue for as long as I can
Trapgrass not country rap You can’t box me in
I made decisions that’s life or death
One day I’ll repent
 And even when I feel love
I ask way too many questions
Like what’s your real intentions?
This music my reflection
Even when they say they proud of me I sense they jealous
I hate when rappers pick my brain
Like can you tell us?
What it took to feed my fellas?
Just consistency and effort
Get it by any measure
Work hard and don’t let up
You could lose it any second
How I deal with all this pressure?
Keep my family so precious
 
And this gun up on my dresser
That helps me sleep better
Even when I feel alone I know somebody’s up in heaven
That’s looking out
I could write a book about all the nights I lied awake feeling hopeless
That we’d make it out
I just read a message from someone like you don’t know me now
But back in school you seen I was down
And stopped to talk to me
Made me feel like I was somebody
An outcast weirdo
You saw me drawing in class Avenged Sevenfold
It was nothing to you
But to me it was a few seconds
Of feeling noticed included
I still remembered a decade to now
That meant something
To a fucked up and depressed loner
Nobody else gave me time of day
But you went out your way to
I’m still nobody
Stuck in county
I’m pumped to see you out here
Still chasing your dreams
You a real one
Sending love to you Cowboy
To come from where we come from Its a miracle that I’m here
And just like her
I felt like no one would hear me out
You don’t know the impact
You might’ve had with you reaching out I do this to inspire
Not for clout
And while I’m here Keep the fire lit
 
Regardless if I make 50 million
Regardless if I’m the biggest or get all the attention
Regardless if I’m too far removed
From the town we lived in
That message meant way more
Than any bar that I’ve written
Because if not for the ones that shaped me I’d be in prison
Beaming you body of light like a prism
Of hope and forgiveness
Cause even I felt unappreciated
From the bottom of my heart I thank you
To every person that Inspired me
Or who I sang to
I never thought I would live this long
To see how it turned out
I never flexed or made people feel like
It wouldn’t work out
I still believe in a higher power
And picking somebody up
When they’re at their lowest
 Trust when I tell you
I tried my hardest to hide
From the hole that I have inside of my soul
From my father dying
Or Deonte taking his life
And leaving me with his daughter to care for
 Or when I got the news Spooky passed
Now I’m on tour with his idols
The true American Dream
And shit is never really as good as it seems I got everything I wanted
Everything I need
It wouldn’t matter without the love from the fans that have seen
That after 10 long years, I’m still the same ole me
Pauly
Written by: Paul Mifsud Jr.
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