Where He Lies

One day I woke up I didn't know what was ahead of me Had a routine check at the dentist And after the scan they found something they'd never seen He said Look at the screen, this could be a mass What does it mean? That's all we could ask I ended up getting a biopsy twice And then the results came back But I didn't know that yet I was in school looking down at a test But then when I left, I walked to the car to see both of my parents They're waiting This pain in my chest kept on creeping inside, they're never both waiting for me to arrive And I had a feeling that something had happened and right when I asked them They both had this look in their eyes My sister got into the car And both of us started to panic The feeling was manic I said tell me what's wrong cause I couldn't stand it Madison street, halfway down towards moonlight My mom had a tear down her cheek when she told her son he had cancer That's when my soul left my body And all I could see was the weakness I carried inside for the rest of the ride I would be numb in my silence while all of my family would cry Like am I alive? What's there to live for? Now I'm a boy who was destined to die Like why even try? The boy who had dreams the one who existed before this arised I can feel my body emotionless deep inside I can See my funeral already this where he lies I'm there by this big cruel world that I reside in This the world that I die in I can feel my body emotionless deep inside I can See my funeral already this where he lies I'm there by this big cruel world that I reside in This the world that I die in But then I got out I couldn't feel my feet when they'd hit the ground I couldn't feel the beat when my heart would pound I start to drown, tears running down my face And I'm wondering how all these tears have escaped When I was so numb and I ain't feel a thing And that's how it felt for like all of my days 5 a.m it was so early It's the day of my surgery It's the day they would murder me I felt nothing internally I didn't feel sadness I was prepared for the worst, I assumed it would happen Next thing I knew I had a doctor surrounding me Marking my face with risk cancerrodomy Then we rolled out of the room, my parents had said their goodbyes I thought in that moment I'm doomed taking me to my demise They lifted me onto the table One of them looked in my eyes and asked me to move then count up to ten And all I remembered was five Feel my body emotionless deep inside I can See my funeral already this where he lies I'm there by this big cruel world that I reside in This the world that I die in Feel my body emotionless deep inside I can See my funeral already this where he lies I'm there by this big cruel world that I reside in This the world that I die in