Impressions

Lately I been feelin these flows The only thing I control And writing these wrongs The only way to expose The innermost parts of my being Infinitely composed to Rearrange the disharmony That resides in ya soul Vibrations is volatile In need of some solitude She said she was solid without me Thought we was rockin smoove Hit me like latitude Felt like Rocky wit shawty up on my side Now all that's ringin is doubt As I'm shadow boxing with pride And the fear of loving again Cuz I gotta feel you They say that Only time and God can heal you Pray that that spirit fill you And help you trust again Instead I'm slipping Falling in lust again It's never ending So, tell me Will I ever be satisfied? Will I ever be whole? These missing pieces I break 'em down to be quantified To compare to a version of me that's old I don't know Yea, look Said honestly ion know I'm back in the building In need of some healing I'm lost I admit it Amaze me Ain't no peace when yo vision is hazy I talked to God Told him flip it 180 The acrobatics that I witnessed Were simply amazing Cuz my efforts been lazy I been lacking esteem Cuz reality don't look like What I saw in that dream Or what was prophesied Or the courage it took to believe But I start encourage myself These blessings been itemized You are nothin' to idolize Death all around me But I will fear no evil I live backwards To heal my people And break the mold It's crazy how impressions from life Can leave you disclosed And I'm open as ever Fly as propellers John Cena to Helen Keller Still can't see me Feel me, or walk a mile in my shoes No blueprint, but I'm Sherlocking the clues I could paint a vivid picture While birdboxing with hues Then give 'em hooks so cold They'll dread lockin the dude Word I could paint a vivid picture While birdboxing with hues Then give 'em hooks so cold They'll dread lockin me, Ooo Father take these impressions from me I'm not impressed by the world I'm learning these lessons slowly But you been pressing on me Removing this mess that's on me You turned my mess to a message And now these blessings flowing Don't take ya presence from me Lord take these impressions from me I'm not impressed by the world I'm learning these lessons slowly But you been pressing on me Removing this mess that's on me You turned my mess to a message And now these blessings flowing Don't take ya presence from me From me, from me, from me Don't take ya presence from me From me, from me, from me Don't take ya presence from me From me, from me, from me Don't take your presence from me, yeah Don't take ya presence I'm fighting depression And my election I struggling to find out The reason you chose me Why I can't do what they doing Talk like they talkin Walk like they walkin But I'm somehow I'm still here Like use me Why I feel bound by the truth And being aware And why I feel free in my sin That leaves me impaired I need my mind changed I made decisions that left a mark On my mind frame And now I'm tryna erase the damage It's gettin so hard to manage I'm feeling wreckless Please turn my test To testimony Mess to a message Change my perspective I need resurrection Help me see me How you see me Made in your perfection Cuz you don't start a thing With no intention on perfecting I took a step And you're molding Every step and direction I felt discouraged But looked back and saw the impressions You master peace On this masterpiece I took a look at the canvas And saw your fingerprints In the impressions Father take these impressions from me I'm not impressed by the world I'm learning these lessons slowly But you been pressing on me Removing this mess that's on me You turned my mess to a message And now these blessings flowing Don't take ya presence from me Lord take these impressions from me I'm not impressed by the world I'm learning these lessons slowly But you been pressing on me Removing this mess that's on me You turned my mess to a message And now these blessings flowing Don't take ya presence from me From me, from me, from me Don't take ya presence from me From me, from me, from me Don't take ya presence from me From me, from me, from me Don't take your presence from me, yeah