Artifice

You saw me hide the real story Trying to scratch some extra time Used to run around the outside Till the cold air pulled me down You woke me before the fall Got me singing twisted gospel This is what I am to you Under your wing I'm calling out Straight into the wall We're heading straight into the wall I am worn It's so tedious to watch If you'd let me I'd ram my fists right through it all But I am far too blind I am far too blind As I've filled your mind with ease You've kept fuelling this disease I would serve you if it killed me I would give up on my needs You're the Father, I'm the spawn Feed off words by which I've sworn You surround me, satisfied Under your wing I'm calling Straight into the wall We're heading straight into the wall I am worn It's so tedious to watch If you'd let me I'd ram my fists right through it all Straight into the wall We're heading straight into the wall I am worn It's so tedious to watch If you'd let me I'd ram my fists right through it all But I am far too blind I am far too blind I am far too slow You are far too full of sorrow I am far too blind Let the court decide I am far too blind That is my design I am far too blind You open up my eyes You opened up the doors But I stayed inside You use this artifice To keep me by your side It keeps the pain away from me But still it will survive You use this artifice To keep me by your side It keeps the flame alive I watch our worlds collide I watch our worlds collide I watch our worlds collide I watch our worlds collide I watch our worlds collide I watch our worlds collide I watch our worlds collide I watch our worlds collide I watch our worlds collide I watch our worlds collide