Its been kinda slow since the day i lost you

Ive been kinda lost since i lost you

Nothing feels the same anymore

What am i to do with it all

The feeling of losing you

Something that could drive me crazy, yeah

Know youre a better place now

Love is shining on me right now

Know youre in a better place now

Better place now nothing i can do now

But to love you the same

As you are, love you the same

Heart still beating heart still beating here for you

I would keep this fire lit just to keep you in my memory

My memories

Thinking

I keep reminiscing bout you and i

You and i hmmm

Still bleeding I'm still bleeding

Still bleeding I'm still bleeding

You're breathing in my feeling

Still bleeding, I'm still bleeding

You're breathing in my feeling

You're breathing in my feeling

Still breathing you're still breathing

Still bleeding I'm still

I've been feeling pain i've been feeling pain

I Been feeling pain just to hold on

I've been feeling pain i've been feeling pain

I've been feeling pain, just to hold on

I've been feeling pain i've been feeling pain

I Been feeling pain just to hold on

Been feeling pain i've been feeling pain

I've been feeling pain, just to hold on

I'll never forget you, you never forget me

I'll never forget you never forget me

I never forget you, you never forget me, I never forget you

You'll never forget me, I never forget you

You'll never forget me, I'll never forget you

You'll never forget me, I'll never forget you

You'll never forget me, I'll never forget you

You'll never forget me

As we like, get better at feeling, as we learn to feel our emotions wholly, we learn that they don't, they don't destroy us, that we can't handle it, like, I can handle this right now, I'm gonna be okay

And in this moment, my faith and knowing that our life right now, mortality is just the second act of a three act play, like, there was something before this and there's something after this and I know that, but then after that I still have all these intense emotions, like, knowing that there's life after death is, is, doesn't make all the emotions go away

So as I have all these intense emotions, I sit with them, I breathe into them, I notice them, I let them be there, and as I do that, I'm constantly feeling like I can, I can feel and it's okay, it's okay to feel grief and it's okay to feel sadness, and I let them flow through me and over me and I notice what's going on in my body and I don't judge myself for feeling them, and I don't hide my emotions, but it's okay

And I can feel all of the feels, and that's what makes us have hearts and have a life and have beauty, beauty in our lives and be able to love people, even when we know that for a while we're gonna lose them

Open yourself to emotions, they don't, they don't control you, they make life more beautiful, yeah