Dear Mom (feat. Ando San)

I still couldn't believe it When I saw your eyes It looked like you had cried A thousand times Reality fading The sun still shined But there was nothing Sunny bout that morn' My job to be better The years ahead Looked so bleak I couldn't speak a word Since then I got better The pain still burns The hurt we feel's inside Around the lessons learned Dear Mom I hope today was the best day You ever had Still I know you hurt but I hope we make the pain less bad Mmmm Heart throbbing and sobbing With all the love I've gotten My mother my Gaia my soul Aches downtrodden Always bread on the table never hungry never fabled Work a 9 to 5 coming home keep it stable Families never make it but you never let us break it Let alone all my hunger and my pain you'll take it Blood is thicker than water and all I got is my momma For the love of my ancestors hugging all my trauma Breaking bread with the bad ends Keep it pushin' for the grandkids A lifeline for my god And also for all our bloodkin Grace and passion Learning from all your actions A life a clue a time I don't want to go I need you to stay I don't wanna leave I need you to pray Wanna make this day Better so I pray And I pray And I pray Yeah