Unstable

I'm unstable I don't want anyone thinking that I'm still not able To hear you're happier now You've been moving on And you've made it look so easy While I'm still talking to your ghost in my memory 5 AM, I'm walking home again on my own (Would you pick up the phone?) I cleaned my place, put down our picture frames 'Cause I don't want these strangers to know Now I'm lying in pieces Cutting deeper with every move And I'm fighting these feelings Pretending I'm over you I'm unstable I don't want anyone thinking that I'm still not able To hear you're happier now You've been moving on And you've made it look so easy While I'm still talking to your ghost in my memory In my head, I have the words you said on repeat I'm not used to being weak Acting reckless, 'cause I'm way too jealous To admit I'm not what you need Now I'm lying in pieces Cutting deeper with every move And I'm fighting these feelings Pretending I'm over you I'm unstable I don't want anyone thinking that I'm still not able To hear you're happier now You've been moving on And you've made it look so easy While I'm still talking to your ghost in my memory I'm unstable (oh) I've never felt this pain before And I got your voicemail playing all along Could you pick up now? I'm unstable I don't want anyone thinking that I'm still not able To hear you're happier now You've been moving on And you've made it look so easy While I'm still talking to your ghost in my memory