Last Poem

Between you and me, I'm getting older

I'm still so young, but there's a weight on my shoulders

that I have gained since I was eight years old

Fifteen years can be a life long

So somebody tell me I'm not the only one

So many thoughts going through my brain

They screaming my name

Ain't feeling no pain, no pain, no pain

They look in my face

They see that I changed, I changed, I changed

I think this is my last joint

I know I said this before, like this my last one

Always in the studio, she want me to spend time more

I really need some peace

I hope y'all understand where I'm coming from

But I ain't giving up

I'm sorry to all my fans

I'm sorry to myself

I sit back and write these poems

And think how far that I done come

Everybody want my love

But my heart just been so weak

I really think my suicide when this pain get too deep

Cause I ain't afraid to leave this world

On top of that it be so cruel

I sit back and think about Dajha

Like how my auntie make it through

I still think about Bubba

Tell him all these songs I made for you

So many nights I thought they had me

Found a way to make it through

So many tombstones all alone

You don't need me, you already strong

And when you feel that you had enough

Just slow it down, don't you give it up

So many tombstones all alone

You don't need me, you already strong

And when you feel that you had enough

Just slow it down, don't you give it up

Between me and you

I thought that I'll be happy when I got to this point

I talk about the hood as if it's good

But if you ask me, I'll tell you that it's just a place I'm trying to run from

I'm trying to escape

Free my mind from these chains

I say that I'm stuck

She say I'm stuck in my ways

I say that I'm scared

She say I'm scared that you'll change

Hollywood and all the cameras

Don't get lost in the fame

Everybody wants your mind

So fuck a dollar sign

I'm like Shey, I'm done

She told me, fuck you talking bout

If this your passion, keep on going

Ain't no running out

I know you right

But for now, I need to slow it down

So many tombstones all alone

You don't need me, you already strong

And when you feel that you had enough

Just slow it down, don't you give it up

So many tombstones all alone

You don't need me, you already strong

And when you feel that you had enough

Just slow it down, don't you give it up

I don't wanna deal with these problems no more

I don't wanna feel how I feel no more

They screaming my name

Ain't feeling no pain, no pain, no pain

They look in my face

They see that I changed, I changed, I changed

BHG