Self Sabotage

Speaking in a language we forgot when we were young While everything around us crumbles to the floor Never-ending raw desires, like sand, they've disappeared Always looking for my downfall, enjoy it while I'm here I always entertain the worst parts of myself This shame that I've succumbed to is enough to make me fail (fail) Tie me to your veil Leave me next to last I'm just trying to become the hero in the glass That's why I self, I self-sabotage That's why, why, why, why Self, self, I Self, self, sabotage That's why I self, I self-sabotage That's why, why, why, why Self, self, I Self, self, sabotage That's why I self, I self-sabotage That's why, why, why, why Self, self, I Self, self, sabotage That's why I self, I self-sabotage That's why, why, why, why Self, self, I Self, self, sabotage For ages, we ignored how this chapter would unfold You kept listening to prayers that everyone forgot (oh) Fantasies of pain, written in our past You tell me that we're useless, we learned it from the best Remember when our hope was pretty, young, and new Now that everything's forgotten, we're a mirror of our youth The people left behind were the crutches of our days I'd rather self-sabotage; it always makes me pay That's why I self, I self-sabotage That's why, why, why, why Self, self, I Self, self, sabotage That's why I self, I self-sabotage That's why, why, why, why Self, self, I Self, self, sabotage That's why I self, I self-sabotage That's why, why, why, why Self, self, I Self, self, sabotage That's why I self, I self-sabotage That's why, why, why, why Self, self, I Self, self, sabotage