Letter to Self

I gave you everything, my blood, sweat, hope and tears You took my hopes and suffocated them to fears A sweeping roaring hand brushes against my chest If that's what the world's got to give, I'll give as good as I get But I am alive But I am alive But I am alive But I am alive But I am Oh, I gave it all But you were never happy Gave you my life But you were never happy Oh, I cried and cried But you're still not happy If I sacrificed Would you be happy? I can shake the leaves of hereditary I can shake the leaves of hereditary Oh, I gave it all But you were never happy Gave you my life But you were never happy Oh, I cried and cried But you were never happy If I took my life Would you be happy? Maybe my body don't look like yours Maybe my happy don't look like yours Maybe my life don't look like yours Maybe my wife won't look like yours Maybe my body don't look like yours Maybe my happy don't look like yours Maybe my life don't look like yours Maybe I don't wanna look like you And what I see Doesn't have to be I don't have to take the path that was carved in front of me I always had the willing Now I'll find the way Any habit can be broken Any night can become day