Hurtin' In Silence

I made my mama cry and I hate that shit

I'm the reason why she crying and I hate that shit

The shit I'm doing I'll do 5 to life I'll take that risk

I fell in love with Sydney and I tried to change that bitch

What's the point of dying trying when you was dead broke

Wanna ask my daddy if he love me but he dead tho

Tryna stay positive it's demons in my head tho

I been tryna talk to God it's demons in my head tho

I been tryna catch a break

Ever since I caught that case I been staying out the way

I seen ma dukes crying in front of the lawyer that she paid for

Tryna feed my mama with these mills I know she fed up

With the shit I'm doing

I be feeling down tryna talk to pops and ask him how he doing

I be telling my sister graduate tryna be a good influence

Use to raise my voice at her whenever we use to get into it

I don't do that no more

I don't do that no more yea ah

I'm hurting in silence I'm hurting in silence

I'm hurt being quiet yeah ah

I'm hurting in silence I ain't tryna kill yo vibe

I ain't tryna kill yo vibe

I ain't tryna ruin yo day or nun

I'll be good I'll thug it out

I get caught I'm never saying nun

I'll be good I'll thug it out

I'll be good I'll thug it out

I'll be good I'll thug it out

We'll be good we'll thug it out

We'll be good we'll thug it out

It be hard to look my mama in the eyes I see my daddy in her

All these cappin' ass rappers done blew up when the fuck it's my turn

I tell my mama I'm doing fine Imma play it like I'm not hurt

Lil bro nem wanna start trapping Imma tell em don't it ain't worth it

It ain't worth it I ain't perfect how the fuck u gon judge me

You gon see who solid in yo circle when shit getting ugly

I don't love myself it'd be rude for to tell u to love me

All them lies is hurting me more so don't tell me u love me

I'm hurting in silence I'm hurting in silence

I'm hurt being quiet yeah ah

I'm hurting in silence I ain't tryna kill yo vibe

I ain't tryna kill yo vibe

I ain't tryna ruin yo day or nun

I'll be good I'll thug it out

I get caught I'm never saying nun

I'll be good I'll thug it out

I'll be good I'll thug it out

I'll be good I'll thug it out

We'll be good we'll thug it out

We'll be good we'll thug it out