Defend

It's too much to bear I need your help When my ego tears will you fuse my cells I'm out of answers and I can't defend It again and again and again (Ugh) Late 2023 I was clean like a bee Had my honey straight locked up I nursed one or two shots but I didn't hop on A high I couldn't get off of Five days too late I couldn't keep that streak afloat (Whoah) Cause she could bail out my lungs with a touch If I'm stung by the smoke It's too much to bear I need your help When my ego tears will you fuse my cells I'm out of answers and I can't defend It again and again and again It's too much to bear I need your help When my ego tears will you fuse my cells I'm out of answers and I can't defend It again and again and again I choke down my excuse so I don't have to taste it This red flag's worn down from all the times I raised it I could break the spell if we fail But I never can and we never will I just wanna fall asleep with you next to me Read the story of my life you're the end of me If I stay inside the loop will you ever leave Or is your mercy just as toxic as my revelry It's too much to bear I need your help When my ego tears will you fuse my cells I'm out of answers and I can't defend It again and again and again It's too much to bear I need your help When my ego tears will you fuse my cells I'm out of answers and I can't defend It again and again and again