Ho Chi Minh

She asked me "Aren't you exhausted?" I said, "That's what they make drugs for, isn't it?" Please don't judge, I need your love while I'm still in it Vision blurrin', that's how I know that I'm feelin' it Are you hearin' it? God whispers, guide me to a higher plane How I came down back to earth and got high again I done gained nothin' but pain in this form I could find warmth, but I stayed in the storm, yeah Look in my eyes, viewer discretion is advised Only time I feel alive when I'm on the shit Standard of livin' so high, penthouse suite and we aligned How the feelin' so divine it get hard to kick Yeah, it's lonely, I'm holdin' strong, I keep it calm 'Cause they love me, I'm Ho Chi Minh in Vietnam Oh, it's lonely, I'm holdin' strong, I keep it calm 'Cause they love me, I'm Ho Chi Minh in Vietnam Look I'm in control, Napalm in my soul I bomb let it burn, how long 'til my turn come? Who gon' bleed with me in a war of one? Who my enemy? I'm the only one Self-destruction is imminent, dimmin' my light I been livin' my life like the cinemas Picture me rollin', cue the Serotonin I been runnin', low, but it keep me in the moment Damn, it feel golden, neck and wrist golden Beauty in the eye of the holder And man, I been holdin' and holdin' and holdin' and holdin' on