Does Anybody Love Me?

I put my all into you but it's wasted now I'm living in the backrooms I'm running stuck in place Hiding all my shame I think they've got the bass too loud I'm wasting all the tissues From Rubbing at my face Making a mistake I'm lost without a name I can't complain about shit I cannot change There's something called forgiveness It's not a word I know I've seen how far you'll go I see the way you hand out pain I know I'm growing more and more insane But I'm a little wasted now I'm a little wasted now Is anybody out there Is anybody free Is anybody actually happy Does anyone agree Does anybody love me Does anybody love me Does anybody love me Does anybody love me I lie awake at night I soothe myself I'm cold and all alone You used to hold me tight Hand all on my thigh Now you're just a used to know Now you're just dream I thought you were the thing I need But now I'm just a freak Things are looking bleak Now we barely speak Is anybody out there Is anybody free Is anybody actually happy Does anyone agree Does anybody love me Does anybody love me Does anybody love me Does anybody love me Is anybody out there Is anybody free Is anybody actually happy Does anyone agree Does anybody love me Does anybody love me Does anybody love me Does anybody love me Loving you is really such a treat You make me goddamn happy But then I wake up and I scream There's no one here who loves me And then I try my best to go back to sleep So I dream I dream I dream somebody loves me