Should've Been Me

Gave you my heart, but I think I need my shit back.

You done proved you don’t even know what to do with it.

Love it when we play, baby

but why you gotta play with me like that?

Thought it was safe, so I put fate in your hands.

Tryna be more submissive like my friends said.

Everyone got advice on keeping men.

I’m 23 and never had a boyfriend.

Just been a casualty in peoples’ pursuits of pleasure.

You hate to see it.

I think **** don’t know better.

To fumble me?!

I hope **** heal that trouble.

That shit’s inevitable.

Wish I could hear them mumble like:

“God damn… Should’ve been me.”

Like: “God damn… It should’ve been me.”

Illiterate little bitch, I think I read the room wrong.

Tripping over a man who probably never would fall.

Getting tired of grieving.

Need a home for this love.

Thought it had a place in you, but you had me evicted.

Never knew what I would do without this.

(I) Did some wrong, but claiming I don’t love you is some bullshit.

You’s a numb **** if you can’t feel it,

and you’s a dumb **** if you let this slip.

Want you bad as hell, but I won’t beg.

I’ll just cut my losses, don’t think that I lost shit.

‘Cause how you drop a bitch who answer every call and

talking bout some loyalty but settled for some weak bitch?

I swear to God…

It should’ve been me.