Comfortable

I'm stuck in all that I'm used to

And I shouldn't stay, but I choose to

I fail my heart every time I give in

I, I'm a slave to the memories

And I play it safe so I never leave

Oh-oh, oh, it's day after day

I just dance with the pain

They say I'm more than the scars on my back

But all of my demons keep holding me back

Right into that open door

Somewhere that I've been before

Can't seem to get no rest

Trying to escape myself

I guess I must confess

I'm comfortable in this mess

Better the ache I know

I'm scared of the fate I don't

Just like a hand to hold

At least I'm not alone

Pride lays the rules that I choose to abide

Latching on, tempting me to the high

Though it's flawed by design, I give in

War in my veins, can't get away

Self medicate, oh Lord

Thoughts in my brain are never sane

I'm never in control

Running through that open door

Somewhere that I been before

Can't seem to get no peace of mind

All these feelings never fade

And the pain won't go away

And it haunts me

That nobody's

Gonna save me, yeah

They say I'm more than the scars on my back

But all of my demons keep holding me back

Right into that open door

Somewhere that I've been before

Can't seem to get no rest

Trying to escape myself

I guess I must confess

I'm comfortable in this mess

Better the ache I know

I'm scared of the fate I don't

Just like a hand to hold

At least I'm not alone