Bottle Things Up

Let's go To the place that we all feel enough I know I've not been fair To the people and friends that I love I wish I had been Lately my only release Is to state that I really fucking hate me I can't seem to break free It's lonely There's a space 'cause I always felt so lonely I guess the reason that I'm still holding out Are the things that you said as we left So can we wait another night with your head still Asleep to the beat of my chest Will I be waiting for the rest of my whole life? The rest of my life? So for a long time Days blend into dark nights I just lay here Whilst you tear me apart And it's my life It just feels like the start of the end I got this feeling like a dream last night There were candles by the bed The whole room had set alight I know far away from reality I feel safe, content, had some clarity Could I be sleeping still? Is this the best that life can get? Has this been dealt to me? Or is this all inside my head? So for a long time Days blend into dark nights I just lay here Whilst you tear me apart And it's my life It just feels like the start of the end So for a long time Days blend into dark nights I just lay here Whilst you tear me apart And it's my life It just feels like the start of the end When it feels like Everything you Wanted is passing I know it seems like It could be the Start of the end When it feels like Everything you Wanted is passing I know it seems like It could be the Start of the end When it feels like Everything you Wanted is passing I know it seems like It could be the