Lotus

Becoming the lotus Becoming the lotus On my way to the sun Driving my metamorphosis Seeking safety but i cannot control this fear Is what I was fed with My mind on the edge always ready to Let it go (Letting go) Of everything I used to know Cause I would give it all for you Letting go Of everything I used to know Cause I would give it all for you Becoming the lotus Controlled by others disbeliefs I tried to sprout but the root won't go deep Leaving everything behind That's putting weight onto my mind Words like bullets keep on chasing me Putting down holy ground Only to make them see That I'm worthy all by myself (Nothing can hurt me) Letting go Of everything I used to know Cause I would give it all for you Dodging bullets to stay alive Growing petals for my disguise Dodging bullets to stay alive Growing to the sun to find my paradise Close your eyes Trapped inside The eye of the hurricane Drawn from my mind Under my shadow we hide Gripping the vines Trusting me blind Giving up on the fight Leave it behind I'm letting go Of everything I used to know Cause I would give it all for you Dodging bullets to stay alive Growing petals for my disguise Dodging bullets to stay alive Growing to the sun to find my paradise Letting go Of everything I used to know Cause I would give it all for you Dodging bullets to stay alive Growing petals for my disguise Dodging bullets to stay alive Growing to the sun to find my paradise