Ruined

Sky is falling, washing over, mid-October

Maybe next month, I'll get over the idea of

Losing things I'm not supposed to

Took a detour through my thoughts

Made a left, my train got lost

Heart still open, someone left it

Stole the emotions I kept in

Oh, I hate to admit, but I'm still stuck on grieving

Seeing you happy just pulls me deeper

Oh, I ain't gonna lie and pretend like I'm still healing

When seeing you happy just pulls me deeper

I'm a mess, yeah, not your problem

Treated you like you could solve 'em

What in the hell was I thinking?

That's my problem, always thinking

Took a detour through my thoughts

Made a left, my train got lost

Heart still open, someone left it

Stole the emotions I kept in

Oh, I hate to admit, but I'm still stuck on grieving

Seeing you happy just pulls me deeper

Oh, I ain't gonna lie and pretend like I'm still healing

When seeing you happy just pulls me deeper

I was selfish, you were guarded

Let's be honest

Broken hearts love the broken-hearted

We got damage, yeah

We both came with baggage

Took a detour through my thoughts

Made a left, my train got lost

Heart still open, someone left it

Stole the emotions I kept in

Oh, I hate to admit, but I'm still stuck on grieving

Seeing you happy just pulls me deeper

Oh, I ain't gonna lie and pretend like I'm still healing

When seeing you happy just pulls me deeper