Back Around

How many times can I do this? How many more days and nights can I put you through this? How many times can I let you down Turn around and try to give you excuses? I'm on my third time growing up But 10th time not doing enough And every time that I try to show up the going gets tough Yeah I was your person Only me can turn that into a burden Only you could cut me out like a surgeon Look at me turn forever to uncertain Damn Just please don't close this curtain I hurt because you're hurting Let's not treat this like a versus Can we turn this back around? I know we're fighting We could shut it right down and talk it all out Turn this back around Don't wait until we're sitting face-to-face To say the love has run out We both know that I ain't do right But we in too deep can't say goodbye And a life without you really ain't no life Can we turn it back around We both know that I ain't do right But we in too deep can't say goodbye And a life without you really ain't no life If the ship already sailed can we turn it back around? Believe in me I don't really know what you see in me Right now I don't like being me Go ahead grade me A through F No question I give a Z to me I've been swimming through muddy waters How can I keep us both afloat? When I try my best I f*cking choke I'm a f*cking joke Your parents made that bed If you got up and you left They would pay your student debt Damn they coming from my neck They want you to be alone Keep you doing what you're told Why they making your decisions? Girl we grown I try And I try Every time Cause I need you in my life Save goodbyes Cause without you I'd be incomplete Can we turn this back around? I know we're fighting We could shut it right down And talk it all out Turn this back around Don't wait until we're sitting face-to-face To say the love has run out We both know that I ain't do right But we in too deep can't say goodbye And a life without you really ain't no life Can we turn it back around We both know that I ain't do right But we in too deep can't say goodbye And a life without you really ain't no life If the ship already sailed can we turn it back around? "Oh sh*t need to go back around" I did it again How many times can I make a heart break? I did it again How many fights about the same damn thing? I did it again Made you cry too many times I know I did it again And it ain't come as no surprise I can see it in your eyes The end