Is It Really You?

I woke up 2019 that shit was frightening

I was sitting on my bed my mom was shouting

Ur lacking self control her body so enticing

Half the things i think about are so embarrassing

My dad he missed like 14 birthdays without sending a card

My mom, she called me and she saying that she want a new car

And i left my dad at 16 im thriving alone

And my grandma call but i dont ever pick up the phone

Im just done with bullshit excuses, im not here to forgive

Im only here to yell at ur face and say you're a fucking bitch

And all your narcissistic traits can just suck my dick

Im done with all the toxicity im tryna fucking live

Im done with all the toxicity im tryna fucking live

Im tryna fucking live

Im tryna fucking live

Im tryna fucking live

(fucking live)

Im tryna fucking live

Mm im tryna find my bliss

Mm im tryna fucking live

Mm im tryna fucking live

Fucking live

Im tryna fucking-

Woke up 2019 and that shit was frightening

I was sitting on my bed my mom was shouting

Always got me asking (is it really you?)

Is it really you or am i just bluffing?

Am i just bulffing?

(this is it.)