Lost Ones

Searching for a reason For me to keep on breathing Somedays it feel like I be searching for reasons to live Like this feeling inside is just a hole that I dig Lately I been too caught up on getting rich Shaheen please don't forget the reason you started this shit To pass my message Maybe just maybe with the right leverage You could actually make a difference Imagination in a world of my own I been seeing things different since a long time ago I used to think it was a weakness now I see it as a weapon Everyday I count my blessings Never know when there's none left coming to count Thinking real real hard what this life is about Reading Hawking for a Brief History of Time I'm not going back to school boy I'm nurturing my mind I just be Feeling like a fool when I just sit and waste time Too much to do and really I ain't got the time For all the nonsense all the doubts People been telling me that I'm nothing forever Thanks for that for real I covered every single feeling with pills Was tryna kill my God damn self Lucky I recovered I know a couple who got smothered And never really made it back damn And man that's all imma say about that shit For the ones we lost For the ones we wish were here For the ones feel far And they never coming back no For the ones we lost For the ones that care Do you ever feel You always knew them