Close 2 Heaven

Why does she hide herself

Surprised me

Her insecurity wasn't expected

Never guessed that she was nervous to show her curves

Cursive women cursed by body image issues

Caused by the fragile girls who always used to diss you

Misused women projecting pain onto each other

Mother said you looking fat gave your dinner to your brother

Now she calls you dramatic cuz she won't admit

Her actions were traumatic and they made you feel like shit

Would her sorry make a difference

She thinks

Since her friends all feel the same way they say god i need a drink

To ignore the pain and shame they've felt and held onto since childhood

Remembering the folks who told em look pretty smile good

Resentful of the pressures patriarchy brought unto em

Some take it out on men for others it's more gruesome

Women reinforcing trauma

Informed by their momma

Who's informed by the male media propaganda

Friend sells her body

Remind me how it started

Couple missed payments bank came and took the Maserati

Women's magazines perpetuating spending habits

Showing squeaky clean white feminism in advertisements

Pedophiles selling youth as a sex symbol

Tight pale hairless skin what does that resemble

Young girl 18

Broke with no dream

But smart enough to know sex sells she starts making

Money online

Rents paid on time

Confidence rises but inside the corner of her eyes

Men watchin her squatting in the gym like she can't see em

The same men quick to call her slut inside her DM's

Men criticizing her role in the patriarchy

Self righteous fucks who wanna talk about her body

I'm no different really

You heard me take her feelings

And misconstrue em in a verse

Words on a glass ceiling