Unseen

I can't get over this Is it what I've done, what I fail to do? I can't comprehend, is this my consequence? Thoughts are heavy, waiting to accuse me I'm not good enough, deal with the suffering I can't move on, can't overcome Tell myself I'm fine, maybe I'm the reason why It's an illusion of control Fear inside warps the mind, let go Haunting, leave me alone What can I do? I feel I'm on my own I can't get trapped again Can't be held down with the weight of my burdens Face in my hand, what is wrong with me? You're all I have but I feel so angry It's the dark haunting me it's so lonely So hard to see in front of me I can't do this on my own, I can't do this on my own How long will this be the thorn in my side that won't stop bleeding? Please be temporary I feel so angry and I hate it Fear holds me down I can't take it I want to see the good, I want to see the end Can't change my circumstance, change my perspective I feel so angry and I hate it Fear holds me down I can't take it I want to see the good, I want to see the end Can't change the outcome, change my perspective Will I overcome? Will I be held down? I will overcome, maybe not right now I can't see in front of me It's so dark, it's lonely Take this thorn out and stop the bleeding Change perspective, give me what I need It's not what I've done or what I fail to do I'm not good enough, still you give me value I will see the good, I will see the end Even in the dark, when I don't understand I can't get trapped again Can't change the outcome change my perspective Face in my hands, what is wrong with me? You're all I have I don't want to be angry It's so dark, it's so lonely So hard to see in front of me I can't do this on my own, I can't do this on my own