Separation Feels Similar

Push the blade into my skin So I can feel alive again Day and night behind these eyes My mind is wearing thin Pain, my wounds are deepening Been going through it Afraid to let you in Holding me back when I'm pulling away They couldn't match me, I'm gripping this pay Not at my pace, I'm witch king with a mace Don't fuck with fame but I drop anyway Could have been, should have been Would have been huh Kind of wished we would have been Would you have loved me til the end I've been staring Down the barrel of a loaded gun Given you my love, it was never was enough Tell me where did we go wrong Your ghosts haunting me Like a bad withdrawal Separation feels familiar Like pulling skin from the bone Becoming comfortable to pain Just to feel, just to feel alive Push the blade into my skin So I can feel alive again Day and night behind these eyes My mind is wearing thin Pain, my wounds are deepening Been going through it Afraid to let you in Separation feels familiar Separation feels familiar Lay me to rest, I Don't want to wake up, nah Numbers are growing I can't help but wonder Yeah, what is the cost All my enemies laying in chalk Stomp a hole in em, I turned em to socks Invading your spot, came with the flock Tearing at the seems I'm pulling apart Left me for dead I wasn't meant for life This rooms become my grave I'm suffocating Walls in my head are barricaded Separation feels familiar Push the blade into my skin So I can feel alive again Day and night behind these eyes My mind is wearing thin Pain, my wounds are deepening Been going through it Afraid to let you in