Stay Wide Awake

I got mad intentions, back to bid'ness I'm doin' just fine, I don't need ya' friendship It feels like I'm trapped, in another dimension I've been so low, I ain't showin' affection My girl always sayin' I don't spend enough time I got a lot of questions, I don't ever know why A humble-ass guy, I am never satisfied I been pissed off at the world, tryna get a piece of mind It's 20-19, same dream, same goal I ain't fuckin' with another snake, or dealin' with a ho Recognition, I deserve, will I ever get it? No Got haters, wishin' on me, that I please die slow My back against the wall, you won't ever see me fold You wanted me to love, but my heart's way too cold Been lost, with no direction, I don't know which way to go I have got a lot of anger, but I never really show I've been findin' my own lane, there ain't nobody with me Know that I'ma be this way, until the reaper get me I got bruises, I got scars, I know my life ain't pretty I've been workin' 'round the clock, I swear to God, I'm ready Stay wide awake Stay wide awake They wanted me to bend But, I will never break Stay wide awake Stay wide awake They wanted me to bend But, I will never break Stay wide awake Stay wide awake They wanted me to bend But, I will never break Stay wide awake Stay wide awake They wanted me to bend But, I will never break Every risk, been calculated In love with the process, not the money Infatuated, from these thoughts created The passion, I possess, you can never take from me I lost a lot of friends, but I never did need 'em A low life scumbag, wouldn't wanna be ya Tryna ease my mind, I been puffin' on this reefer My vision been distorted, but believe that I'm achiever Don't really like me, that's cool, just leave I ain't been the one to judge, I got places, gotta be Be a man, and face your problems, if you're hungry, better eat I've been starvin' for so long, and now I'm really about to feast You see the Eye of God, it's been tatted on my sleeve Go beast mode, every time I hop up, on a beat We ain't cut from the same cloth, I'ma be my own boss Anything goes wrong, I'm held accountable, my loss I've been findin' my own lane, there ain't nobody with me Know that I'ma be this way, until the reaper get me I got bruises, I got scars, I know my life ain't pretty I've been workin', 'round the clock, I swear to God, I'm ready Stay wide awake Stay wide awake They wanted me to bend But, I will never break Stay wide awake Stay wide awake They wanted me to bend But, I will never break Stay wide awake Stay wide awake They wanted me to bend But, I will never break Stay wide awake Stay wide awake They wanted me to bend But, I will never break I never expect anything, from anyone No antidote to cure me, I've been feelin' numb Trapped inside a cell, I got nowhere to run The devil keep on knockin', hopin' that I plunge Stay wide awake Stay wide awake They wanted me to bend But, I will never break Stay wide awake Stay wide awake They wanted me to bend But, I will never break Stay wide awake Stay wide awake They wanted me to bend But, I will never break Stay wide awake Stay wide awake They wanted me to bend But, I will never break You know, I kinda like what I've become I wouldn't trade this for the world Your time is now Stay woke