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FIRST CHILD

Hip-Hop/Rap

FIRST CHILD was released on January 1, 2024 by 820189 Records DK2 as a part of the album env0ux

Song Details

Release DateJanuary 1, 2024

Label820189 Records DK2

LanguageEnglish

Melodicness

Acousticness

Valence

Danceability

Energy

BPM97

OVERVIEW

LYRICS

Credits

COMPOSITION & LYRICS

Nasir Jones

Songwriter

Lyrics

My mama always told me that door was open for me

But when I slid through, she closed it on me

outta everybody I coulda trust, thought I could trust my mama

Why everybody know my business, why you startin' up the drama

Gotta hear it through my sisters, every time that it's a problem

Told me, leave it in the past, like your son don't need his father

And you put yourself first, like your kids ain't gon' through trauma

And that shit really the worst, when you really ain't got nobody uh

The fam gon' hear the song, they got somethin' to talk about

Like, why you lie to everybody that I left the house

Like, you ain't kick me out, 225 told me go back where I came from

Ain't wanna hear me out, you had a stranger touch your kids

And you ain't bat an eye, and had us actin' out

And you wonder why, why I would never ever let you have your grandchild

Even for a couple hours, you out your fuckin' mind

Cause I don't play by my mind, do what I'm posed to

Ain't wanna talk about it, but now I'm vocal

You intentionally try to hurt the ones I'm close to

When I confront you about it, you talkin' circles

And you ain't never apologize for leavin' me by myself

But that show me nobody got me, and I got myself

And if you taught me anything, then it was to shut people out

You ain't think it was gon' be you shouldn't have counted me out

My mama always told me that door was open for me

But when I slid through, she closed it on me

outta everybody I coulda trust, thought I could trust my mama

Why everybody know my business, why you startin' up the drama

Gotta hear it through my sisters, every time that it's a problem

Told me, leave it in the past, like your son don't need his father

And you put yourself first, like your kids ain't gon' through trauma

And that shit really the worst, when you really ain't got nobody uh

Oppression really real, inside a black home

Label us runaways, couldn't come back home

For somebody to understand us, all we ask for

Wonder why we turn to drugs and turn to rap, though

So much restriction while we go behind your back, though

Tellin' people how we was sneakin' out the back door

I was supposed to be the man of the crib, I was the backbone

I guess it is what it is, ain't had no time to be no kid

And why you always playin' victim, tryna get inside my head

Like you said you had no issue with my girl, but you did

And still do, I just don't understand

All she did was lend you a helping hand

Time and time again, I hear the saying, you only get one

Really is only one to me, she only got one son

Ask her why she wanna beef when it come down to some funds

Can't ever have a one-on-one, she won't admit when she wrong

My mama always told me that door was open for me

But when I slid through, she closed it on me

outta everybody I coulda trust, thought I could trust my mama

Why everybody know my business, why you startin' up the drama

Gotta hear it through my sisters, every time that it's a problem

Told me, leave it in the past, like your son don't need his father

And you put yourself first, like your kids ain't gon' through trauma

And that shit really the worst, when you really ain't got nobody uh

Written by: Nasir Jones

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