Shining Star

Sometimes I think it's better not to try To turn my back away, and close my eyes To all the things that fight for my attention I just neglect them Sometimes I'd rather blame everyone else For all the pain and misery I've felt As if I didn't bring this on myself I get so selfish But you Gladly carry weight you don't deserve With a debt that you haven't earned And yet you keep on going with a smile You make me want to be better, and change my life You make me wanna be happy, or at least try To change my whole point of view, to face the worst and pull through And still have hope in my eyes I've got a long way to go, but I'll be alright The road ahead is still rough, but I've changed my stride, and when I Start to feel blue, I ask myself what you'd do My shining star, my guiding light Tired of playing the victim, all my life I've never learned to take my own advice A hypocrite, a coward and a pining fool, but you Fight with everything left in your heart Forced to finish fights you didn't start And yet you keep your head up to the sky You make me want to be better, and change my life You make me wanna be happy, oh god I'm tryin' To become somebody new, to go through hell and break through Instead of pondering why We got a long way to go, but I'm doing fine The road ahead ain't so bad when you're by my side, oh I'm so Lucky to be, where you are my baby My shining star, my reason why