Sad and Sober

I stand here, but I don't care my mind is lost Help me search, help me find What I have lost Many times I close my eyes but all is dark And if you understand my pain You'll know that the worst has come and gone Oh Father, come and take away my pain (Ah ah) Been traveling, but I don't recognize my lane (Oh my God) It's hard for me to open up and say how I feel Cause I know that nobody here understands the way that it's doing me (So I've been) Sad and Sober Sad and sober In my heart and in my mind So I don't know what to do again Sad and Sober Sad and sober In my heart and in my mind Maybe I'll be fine one day If You help up, I'll help you up Isn't that the rule? You say that it's done, well now it's done and gone for good It's been 6 years since I found friends to stand by me But gradually, gradually One by one, everyone just dey leave my side Oh Father, come and take away my pain (Ah ah) Been traveling, but I don't recognize my lane (Oh my God) It's hard for me to open up and say how I feel Cause I know that nobody here understands the way that it's doing me (So I've been) Sad and Sober Sad and sober In my heart and in my mind So I don't know what to do again Sad and Sober Sad and sober In my heart and in my mind Maybe I'll be fine one day (Maybe I'll be fine one day) (Maybe I'll be fine one day) (Sad and sober in my mind) (I'm losing mentality)