Special

I miss you on the nights that I get too high and a little scared You're back inside my mind, I can hear you, but you're not really there I cover up in bed with the lights down low and the TV on Put the headphones in, and I'm searchin' up our favorite songs You were never good enough (no, no, no) But you always could've been (you're always) Wastin' out with your good lovers (oh, nah, nah) Stuck inside a sentiment I fall in love with potential I wrap you up and make you special, oh-ooh (special) Even though you got a knife in my back, I still swear that it's gentle I fall in love with the maybes, I save you but nobody saves me I still swear you'll come to your senses, it's my fault, baby That I fall in lo-o-ove, that I fall in lo-o-ove That I fall in lo-o-ove, that I fall in lo-o-ove I wake up on the nights that I lucid dream that you're next to me Tryna push you off, like you tattoo me, in bed with me I cover all my feelings, so I don't look back at who I've become Mangled in your arms like a broken doll, look at what you've done Thought you'd try a little more (thought you would) Didn't mean to get you hurt (oh, didn't) I don't love you anymore (no, I don't) I loved who I thought you were I fall in love with potential I wrap you up and make you special, oh-ooh Even though you put a knife in my back, I swore that it was gentle I fall in love with the maybes, I save you but nobody saves me I still swear you'll come to your senses, it's my fault, baby That I fall in lo-o-ove, that I fall in lo-o-ove That I fall in lo-o-ove, that I fall in lo-o-ove (I fall in love) That I fall in lo-o-ove, that I fall in lo-o-ove That I fall in lo-o-ove, that I fall in lo-o-ove (I fall in love) (That I fall in love)