All Hard Feelings

Say I'm fine but I'm not doing well Perpetually overwhelmed Every cruel thing they ever said Living rent free in my head Building up my emotional debt I'm the wound, I'm the salt And it's probably my fault That I fall too hard And I show 'em my cards Only play their hand When they know I'm all in Then I line on up and do it all again I'm going under Singing "I'm over it" Fight for the closure But maybe it don't exist I love but I don't let go Every paper cut's down to the bone Time doesn't ease my mind Cos I'm all hard feelings Lost my mind trying to understand yours Even though I knew what I was in for I can't remember what I did last week But I can still hear your burnt CD Hell, it's just another thing on repeat I'm a mess, I'm a fraud Give you everything I got Only see what you want And what you want is a blonde So I'll put you in my pocket And I'll carry you around With every fucker who ever let me down I'm going under Singing "I'm over it" Fight for the closure But maybe it don't exist I love but I don't let go Every paper cut's down to the bone Time doesn't ease my mind Cos I'm all hard feelings I'm going under Singing "I'm over it" Fight for the closure But maybe it don't exist I love but I don't let go Every paper cut's down to the bone Time doesn't ease my mind Cos I'm all hard feelings All hard feelings Say I'm fine but I'm not doing well