Order and Chaos

And I'm wide awake at night

Just to sleep all through the day

And sometimes I wanna cry

And other times, I feel no pain

Some days, I'm alive and free

Then next thing I know, I'm in a rut

Even when nobody's watching me

I feel like I'm always being judged

Be strong, you don't need anybody else

Fine on my own, at least that's what I tell myself

Try and be strong, when no one cares on how you feel

Try being strong, when no one asks you how you're feeling

'Cause no one cares on how I'm feeling

And I can't hide the way I'm feeling

And I feel trapped inside this building

And I can't feel, you know you feel me, mm

And maybe it's all in my head

'Cause lately I just can't get out

I pushed away all of my friends

And lately, no one comes around

Some days, I'm alive and free

Then next thing I know, I'm in a rut

Even when nobody's watching me

I feel like I'm always being judged

Be strong, you don't need anybody else

Fine on my own, at least that's what I tell myself

Try and be strong, when no one cares on how you feel

Try being strong, when no one asks you how you're feeling

'Cause no one cares on how I'm feeling

And I can't hide the way I'm feeling

And I feel trapped inside this building

And I can't feel, you know you feel me