The Saddest of Playgrounds

Don't know what you're waiting for There's so much more to life than this entropy Lying to ourselves won't help and I can tell you'll never save me What makes you wake up in the morning? What's with pretending it all has a meaning? Inside, we're left with fewer and fewer illusions on anything What's the difference if I choose to give in The vacuity of existence upon us It's not worth delaying the end It's looming and threatening and jinxing the coin that we toss Devotion's never gonna save you Don't know what you're waiting for There's so much more to life than this entropy Lying to ourselves won't help and I can tell you'll never save me You don't believe in signs, or do you? Go retrieve enough proof in what you do You think that your fate is designed Written instructions that you idolize Pretend, pretend, before you realize Descend, descend, the path into the never Dead end, dead end, the only thing you'll find No easy way to relieve existential distress Back off the cross Embrace your loss Don't know what you're waiting for There's so much more to life than this entropy Lying to ourselves won't help and I can tell you'll never save me How should you feel when you've been lost and found? No recess when you're the meanest child What is life but the saddest of playgrounds? Ever whining the same lullabies! Force-fed, muted and spayed A drug prescription for your fucking mind One way, the only way? To find a purpose to this lonely strife Don't know what you're waiting for There's so much more to life than this entropy Lying to ourselves won't help and I can tell you'll never save me Don't know what you're waiting for (I'm not reassured) There's so much more to life than this entropy Lying to ourselves won't help (I'm so unsure) And I can tell you're on to bury me