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Adhd
17
Hip-Hop/Rap
Adhd was released on January 21, 2024 by Kullas as a part of the album Adhd - Single
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Release DateJanuary 21, 2024
LabelKullas
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM93

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Kullas
Kullas
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jacob Flavel
Jacob Flavel
Songwriter

Lyrics

Growing up I wasn’t normal
Not the usual kid
I felt like I didn’t feel
Like every other human did
Pupils big off the pills
That I was polluted with
The useless nuisance
Who just used to always lose his shit
Moods’d flip out of the blue
Like a fuse was lit
I had this mental disease
I never knew exists
It’s like the worlds views on this
Is chuck us on a crucifix
I didn’t choose all this
I’m just guessing that the shoe just fit
Just had to live the childhood
That I’d been clearly dealt
How was I to know
I was mentally ill as well
All the doctors ever did
Was give a couple pills to help
I’m never taking that shit again
I’d rather fucking kill myself
Why was a developing child
Fed this poison?
My head was toyed with
Felt like the meds destroyed it
I knew it wasn’t right
Was too young to ever voice it
Now I live a life with a head
Filled with endless noises
You don’t know what it’s like
Inside this head I’m hopeless
My whole life
I’ve tried to set success in motion
But I can never focus
Cos my attentions broken
Underdeveloped never had the chance
To ever be precocious
I failed every lesson
Was becoming less devoted
Teachers didn’t have the patience for me
I was left alone and
I’d just sit there and self loathe
With all these dead emotions
Trying to make my friends laugh
This little adolescent joker
My serotonin comes
Convulsively not fractional
And I can’t help that I’m
Impulsively irrational
I speak before I think
Can be insultingly erratical
I’m working on it though
My ocd comes natural
My life’s a pisstake
Full of mindless mistakes
I’m doing my best so fuck
Anyone that tries to dictate
I can’t help the way I am
I’ve tried to fight and switch fate
Maybe I’m overthinking
It’s in my blood to hyper fixate
My brain chemistry
Has got a major glitch
I hate being this way
It puts a strain on my relationships
I can be so childish
This situations shit
It’s like my friends just babysit
It must be fucked, it makes me sick
I got many sensory’s
That don’t make sense to me
Like the immense
Intensity of never ending energy
I know it’s not always a penitentiary
Of complexity
I’ll forever be loyal and loving
If you’re a friend of me
But if you betray me
With absolutely anything
Please just know that holding a fucking grudge
Is my specialty
If you’re an enemy
You’ll be forever dead to me
I don’t give a fuck
What you did I got no empathy
They say what goes up
Eventually comes down
So why the fuck is
My head constantly stuck above clouds
I’m always impatient
All my patience has run out
Living in a world where everything
Has to be done now
In no way at all
Am I seeking sympathy
I just want you to understand
Why people see me differently
I been called annoying, full on
A decent lift of things
I’ve tried changing the way I am
It’s not an easy fix to me
So when you see me
And I’m super hyperactive
And I can’t be at peace
Acting like a wired spastic
Think about the way
My fucking minds designed it’s tragic
This head is tiring at times
I wish I could detach it
Written by: Jacob Flavel
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