why am i like this?

(I'll convince both you and I)

(That I'm trying)

(But I'll just hide under my blanket like a-)

(Ohh)

(1, 2, 3, 4)

I'll convince both you and I

That I'm trying

But I'll just hide under my blanket like a child

(ohh)

Maybe I'll imitate my brothers way to smile

'cause when I'm myself I just break my spine

Maybe I'll pack my bags and leave you behind

And I won't hesitate even if you start to cry

Even if you start to cry

Can a therapist cure me?

Will they medicate me till I'm what I should be?

I don't like this

Why am I like this?

Is that what I get

For being not dead?

I'll convince both you and I

That I'm trying

But I'll just hide under my blanket like a child

(ohh)

Maybe I'll imitate my brothers way to smile

'cause when I'm myself I just break my spine

Maybe I'll pack my bags and leave you behind

And I won't hesitate even if you start to cry

I don't like this

Why am I like this?

No I don't like this

Why am I like this?

Oh