Voices

Those voices in my head

Keep me awake in bed

They hardly let me sleep

They do not let me rest

The line begins to blur

I don't know if I'm real

It leaves the senses numb

It does not let me feel

They tell me every story

That I already know

They have the past come haunt me

I want to let it go

Every mistake I made

Words I wish I had never said

If there's a god, I'd pray to him and ask if he could take it all away

I don't know why I'm here

Or what I'm supposed to do

(Can someone tell me?)

With age, I get more confused

And no one to tell it to

(Can someone help me?)

Existential

Thoughts experimental

I am going mental

Mind is intellectual

Existential

Thoughts experimental

I am going mental

Mind is intellectual

Those voices out the door

Try to help and try to give me more

I never thought of ending what I settled for

I always needed more

So, I guess that's just me

One addictive personality

I tried to see the light I could never see

But the overthinking blinded me

I don't know why I'm here

Or what I'm supposed to do

(Can someone tell me?)

With age, I get more confused

And no one to tell it to

(Can someone help me?)

Existential

Thoughts experimental

I am going mental

Mind is intellectual (can someone tell me?)

Existential

Thoughts experimental

I am going mental

Mind is intellectual (can someone help me?)

I don't know what this is

And maybe I'm not supposed to

I don't know what you are

But for now, I guess I trust you

I don't know what this is

And maybe I'm not supposed to

And I don't know what you are, but for now, I guess I'll trust you

(I guess I'll leave it in the air for now)

Existential

Thoughts experimental

I am going mental

Mind is intellectual (can someone tell me?)

Existential

Thoughts experimental

I am going mental

Mind is intellectual (can someone help me?)

Existential (I don't know why I'm here)

Thoughts experimental (or what I'm supposed to do)

I am going mental

Mind is intellectual (can someone tell me?)

Existential (with age I get more confused)

Thoughts experimental (and no one to tell it to)

I am going mental

Mind is intellectual (can someone help me?)