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The pain systemic, the cause systematic This going to take dissection to save the body from infection Quickened action, lacking and dismissive brings You closer to the casket of your passion and your dreams Shattered in the winks of what you thought you'd be No not never me, I know no enemies But know many that pretend to be People tweaking like amphetamines I pray they find the peace, rays of light beam That bring about they every need Only by the grace of God that I been moving differently Still I jog through my thoughts, get lost in memories Over think the cost, until I've overloaded sensory Biggest blows be the little things stacked against you I sit alone questioning like why do I still miss you An obsession of what wasn't and why you didn't Me trying to see something, that really isn't I feel dumb as shit, but I ain't playing victim