Lyrics
If you take all the drugs and you dot all your i's
And everyone thinks that it's fuzzy inside
Well, I don't know my mind and I don't know my face
I'm a stranger alive in a strange tilted place
Oh, I don't wanna see you
And I don't wanna try
Forgetting is a fantasy, I can't just close my eyes
And I can tell you're pushing
You want me to see past the past
But, mother, it is endless
Invisible chains on my hands
If you talk 'bout your fears and you fight all the crap
Then what in the fuck is holding you back
But sometimes I see when I am not quite there
And sometimes it sucks when you don't really care
'Cause I don't wanna fight you
I've got too much already on my hands
But rage is boiling in me
Punching through the walls I built
And I don't need you to tell me that you're sorry
I just need quiet and a place to let my guard down
And you can't admit it, you played a hand in it all
I just want you to admit it
I wanna be angry for once
If you take all the drugs and you dot all your i's
And everyone thinks that it's fuzzy inside
Well, I don't know my mind and I don't know my face
I'm a stranger alive in a strange tilted place
Written by: Rachel Susanne Tork