Heart Ain't Empty

Even when the sky is grey, it never rain Even though I'm miles away, I feel your pain I been tryna find the words, but can't explain I don't got the words to say, I feel ashamed Wish I can be there for you in the way you need me Hope you knowin' that my heart ain't empty, uh I'm lost in my thoughts again Tryna connect the dots from my heart to pen Hard for me to take another loss again A part of me don't even wanna talk to them 'Cause who knew it'd be you? I never thought Soon as they told me, you know you ripped me apart, mm You like a brother, my homie, yeah, you my dawg, for real Got me wishin' I could call you still Just pick up to reminisce I drop a tear for every call that I missed We used to sit up at the park and just kick shit Let me stay over after dark learnin' kickflips Just pick up to reminisce We supposed to link with all the bros and get lit, uh But Gello even though you gone you'll be missed Forever in our hearts 'cause your soul still exists And even when the sky is grey, it never rain Even though I'm miles away, I feel your pain I been tryna find the words, but can't explain I don't got the words to say, I feel ashamed Wish I can be there for you in the way you need me Hope you knowin' that my heart ain't empty It's heavy when I walk, stutter when I talk I can't even think, cluttered with my thoughts I can't even sit straight, movin' at a sick rate Spendin', I been runnin' through racks in the vault Loadin' up the cart, retail therapy I ain't takin' care of me, I'm eatin', well barely Workin' on my album, how? With no clarity The energy a thousand miles away, bury me I feel for my big sis, she a soldier Just lost her everything, them nights feel colder Gotta hit the road again, even though she need a shoulder I feel guilty, I didn't hold her Lost her mom and she kept her composure To keep goin' when them walls got closer A role model in my eyes, kept the family alive Holidays got us all comin' over So even when the sky is grey, it never rain Even though I'm miles away, I feel your pain I been tryna find the words, but can't explain I don't got the words to say, I feel ashamed Wish I can be there for you in the way you need me Hope you knowin' that my heart ain't empty