Sleep

Lie down with me one more time I'm not okay and I'm not fine I miss the feel of your body on mine I miss my hands running down your spine Love has fooled me again And this time it's far worse than it's ever been Four hours feel like years Red eyes, soaked in tears With red eyes I swallow my pride I kiss you softly goodbye Laid with you once now I'll lay you to rest The best I can in your bloody, white dress I never pictured this in my head I see the white as it fades into red I see you lying so I rest my head Upon your body that's cold and dead Too blind to see through what would happen next Too distracted by the fix to understand the debt Oh my god I'm my own disaster Breathing in, choking on the pain that I've studied In length but I never thought I'd feel it's sting There's no hiding my sins No vision to peace and death There's no holding this in Eternal regret Laid with you once now I'll lay you to rest The best I can in your bloody, white dress I never pictured this in my head I see the white as it fades into red I see you lying so I rest my head Upon your body that's cold and dead My hands, they tremble as they wipe off the blood That has dried to the surface of your cold, white flesh I want to close my eyes and put you to rest But the guilt that's on my conscience is stained All over your dress Withdraw my misery From all the pain and sorrow all of this is causing me I won't forget you I loved you once and I love you still I always have and I always will Laid with you once now I'll rest my head Upon the surface of where you have bled I loved you once and I love you still I always have and I always will Laid with you once now I'll rest my head Upon your body that's cold and dead Laid with you once now I'll lay you to rest The best I can in your bloody, white dress I never pictured this in my head I see the white as it fades into red I see you lying so I rest my head Upon your body that's cold and dead